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My World
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lacigreen:
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Amen
Lord, thank you for being you and for your willingness to be here with me during this time. It’s been difficult lately with this break up. You know that. You’ve been here watching me and watching us together. I know in my heart that if it was meant to be it would have happened, but that thought doesn’t always mesh with how I feel. I’m angry. I’m sad. I’m disappointed.
You are the one I know I can turn to for comfort, Lord. Provide me with reassurance that this was the right thing for me in my life, as it is right now. Lord, show me that there are so many great things in my future, and offer me solace in the thought that you have plans for me and that one day I will find the person that fits with those plans.
Lord, I just ask for your continued love and guidance during this difficult time, and I pray for the patience of others as I work through my feelings. Though I may have difficulty letting go, I pray that you surround me with people that help me through and lift me up in prayer, in love, and in support.
Thank you, Lord, for being more than just my God in this moment. Thank you for being my Father. My friend. My confidante, and my support.
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it’s crazy how much better I’m feeling. girls, take my advice. well technically it was Clark’s advice. when you’re sick and tired of crying and being depressed after a break up, completely separate yourself from him. but first, LET HIM KNOW how you feel. IT WORKS. just last night I was balling my eyes out because of him because I told him how I felt and he told me that he feels bad, but I’ll get over it. and he told me the best thing for me right now is complete separation. and as asshole-y that may sound, he’s been through this before and he knows what he’s talking about. don’t get me wrong. that’s no excuse for giving up on our relationship so fast and so easily, but whatever, that’s in the past. he told me he understands whatever I have to do (delete his #, block him, etc.) so I did just that. I deleted all our texts, fb conversations, photos from him, photos I sent him (nothing inappropriate), deleted all my tweets that were about/reminded me of him, deleted his #, deleted all my texts/fb messages that I sent my friends talking about him, and finally I unfriended him on fb. and I know this may all seem a little extreme, but dear Lord, I’m telling you, it was the best thing I’ve done since the break up. it feels like a heavy weight has been lifted off my shoulders. all day I’ve been looking at the things I have to be grateful. I have an adorable puppy waiting for me at home. summer is just a week and a half away. I have AMAZING friends who will stay up with me till who knows what hour at night and just be there for me. I have Hershey’s at home (you can never have too much chocolate) and I’m going on a job hunt with my brother after I get off the bus today. I’m getting my license during the summer. yes there are problems in my life, but the good outweighs the bad. and I have no one else to thank but God. I prayed to him with all my heart last night to help heal my broken heart and he went right to work. he is an AWESOME GOD. and he’s blessed me with friends who will never leave my side. I hope one day I will be able to show them how thankful I am for them. I’m not going to act like everything is perfect now. no I’ll have to wait till I go to sleep tonight to determine that because nights are the hardest. but if I make it till tonight without breaking down like I’ve been doing for almost the past week, then I know for a fact that I’m moving on. but the final final test will be seeing him again. I feel so much more prepared now. I feel like I could just look at him with complete apathy. In about a week, I honestly think I could hold a conversation with him in person just as I would with Cristian or Matt or any other guy at church and not feel anything. BUT I wouldn’t hug him. we used to talk about how much great our hugs were and how they gave us butterflies. hugging him would just be a little too soon for me. but I’m ready. I’m ready for him to just be like Lucas or Gaven. I can just talk to them now and not feel a thing other than simple friendship. it’ll be like that soon with Clark. wow I’m feel like that was an overnight transformation in my feelings for him. THANK YOU LORD!
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The Cab
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BLASPHEMY
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Two churches located across the street from each other. At least the Catholics have a sense of humor. lol
misseva228:
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…Do the Presbyterians think Rocks are animals?
I may not be Catholic but I’m Episcopal and it’s close enough. You best believe my babies are going to heaven.
There is never a time I see this and don’t giggle.
Then I remember I’m technically Presbyterian and am like “FUCK GUYS WHY CAN’T WE BE THE COOL ONE”
CATHOLICS FTW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (via sabbtart)
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Happy Mother’s Day
awakenedphilosopher:
dearest mother
I love you so
all that you do
as you help me grow
you bring me comfort
when the world is dark
when all is black
you are the spark
you are forgiveness
but justice, too
show me the path
that guides me true
your heart, my home
will always be
you are the walls
that protect me
you gave me life
but so much more
taught me to live,
love and adore
so thank you mom
for all you do
happy mother’s day
I’ll always love you
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